Self-Sabotage

 Self-sabotage seems to be my end
 Can’t seem to have good things go my way
 Always getting the short end of the stick
 And that’s about to END!

 Going through life always thinking that
 Something’s wrong with me
 Looking in the mirror and hating that
 face staring right back at me
 Walking lonely sidewalks wondering
 When will this end?

 When will I have a best friend?
 When can I go through the day
 Without worrying about the night?
 When will I feel the victory without having to fight?

 When will I feel normal?
 When will I feel complete?
 When will lady luck and I meet?

 When will my self-sabotaging instincts end?
 When will it end?
 When will it end? 

Published by Beipher

I have been writing poetry since a teenager but did not have the courage to really show it off. It wasn't until I had some tools as I battled depression and mental illness. They are still a part of me, which you will see for yourself. My writing is dark and raw.

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